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Life is a journey, not a destination. -Ralph Waldo Emerson

  • This year, I told myself I wanted to run at least one mile every day for an entire year. I’d like to say I came up with the idea on my own, but that wouldn’t be true. Last fall I learned about Hellah Sidibe, alongside people like David Goggins and Tara Dower, Hellah is someone I consider a total badass. He has run every single day since May 15, 2017. Inspired by that streak, I decided that in 2025 I would try my own version. I’d run one mile every day.

    Once January rolled around and the streak passed the early milestones, I started to realize that running every day was going to be harder than I had originally imagined. It wasn’t always inspiring or fun. Living in New England, and with my general dislike of treadmills, meant running through everything the seasons had to offer. Snow, rain, heat, cold, gray days, I ran through all of it. And every day, no matter what, I laced up my shoes and got in my mile.

    After about sixty days, my legs started to feel heavy. The feeling of running every day began to set in. Life, of course, didn’t stop because I had to run. There were days when I didn’t want to do anything at all. Weeks where things felt messy and overwhelming. Nights when I found myself running at 11:30 p.m. after an eleven-hour drive. But the agreement I had made with myself was simple: lace up the shoes, run the mile. So I did.

    Thankfully, not all of those days were hard. Many of them were genuinely fun. A lot of my runs were spent jamming to Tom Petty, Creedence Clearwater Revival, and countless other artists who made the miles fly by. Feeling the seasons slowly change sometimes day by day, became one of the most rewarding parts of the streak.


    Running every day also opened the door to experiences I never would have had otherwise. I ran with people I hadn’t seen in years. I ran with people I had just met. One of the more memorable runs happened in September, while searching Hinge for my future wife. I met a girl who mentioned she liked running. Trying to impress her, I told her about my streak. So, for our first date we went and ran a mile together. The relationship never went past that first date, but it remains one of the most interesting first dates I’ve ever had.

    In October, I traveled to Cleveland. Seeing they finally acknowledged Soundgarden as hall of fame worthy, I stopped by the Rock and Roll hall of fame, and eventually caught the Packers game with my Aunt and Uncle. As amazing as that weekend was, one of my highlights of that weekend was running in downtown Cleveland with my aunt. Running past the Indians and Cavaliers stadiums to keep a streak alive was incredibly cool and is a once in a lifetime opportunity. 

    Of course as a hiking and outdoors nerd, it was only a matter of time before trail running entered the picture. After watching Tara Dower crush the Long Trail fastest known time, I had to try it myself. This led to countless memorable trail runs on places like the Tully Loop and the Wapack Trail. As amazing as those trails are, two trails I did stood out to me this year. 

    The first was the Presidential Traverse in the White Mountains. This trail is 23 miles long and goes over the highest peaks in the White Mountains. To make it work, I had to get an early start and run up Eisenhower. The climb was exhausting, but watching the sun slowly rise made it worth every step. Another advantage of running this Traverse meant I beat the first train up Mount Washington. So when I summited I only had to wait a few minutes to get my picture. The only downside being that instead of getting a slice of pizza at the concession stand I had to settle for Sprite and candy. 

    A few weeks later, after a company outing, I drove from Fitchburg to Franconia. I stopped at a McDonald’s to get in my designated mile, then waited for nightfall before parking at Lincoln Woods. I slept in the luxurious Camry, woke up at 4 a.m., and set out on a 24-hour Pemi Loop attempt. Along the way, I caught an incredible sunrise from Mount Liberty and I ran over Franconia Ridge. I met two people on the trail, and together we finished the loop in just over thirteen hours. It became one of the highlights of my entire year.

    During my thru-hikes of the Midstate Trail and the North–South Trail, the running streak followed me there too. That meant running through residential neighborhoods in the middle of the day with a backpack on, I had plenty of confused side-eyes. As awkward as it probably looked, I loved every mile.

    There was also beauty in the struggle. After Thanksgiving, I got my first tattoo. Anyone with a tattoo knows the goal is to avoid sweat during healing, so for about a week my daily mile turned into a putter where I had to slow down the moment I felt my body begin to heat up. 

    Another winter run stands out clearly. I was running downtown, stuck deep in my own head, overthinking, analyzing, and being far too hard on myself. Suddenly, someone yelled out of a passing car, “Who’s going to carry the boats?” It snapped me right out of my thoughts and back into the run. I then spent the remainder of the run extremely proud. 

    Somewhere along the way, I realized that running every day, like most daily commitments, is a near-perfect analogy for life. There were days that felt bad, when things didn’t go as planned or didn’t go Jt’s way. And there were days that felt good, when everything seemed to click. But at the end of the day every day was neither good nor bad. They were just days. Just miles.

    Running at noon on a quiet rail trail, listening to birds. Running late at night in the middle of a snow storm. None of it was inherently good or bad, it simply was.

    That realization helped me finally understand a quote from one of my favorite philosophers, Alan Watts:

    Things are as they are. Looking out into the universe at night, we make no comparison between right and wrong stars, nor between well and badly arranged constellations.

    I guess sitting here at The end of the line I am proud of myself not because I did something particularly challenging or hard, I am proud that I showed up for myself. One mile and day at a time. I learned to keep going and not judge an event, person, or run as good or bad. But just take it for what it is and keep on moving forward.

  • As I sit here writing this, I find myself reflective and a bit nervous. Since I graduated from college 4 years ago, I have worked for the same company; Research Results. The work can be a bit monotonous at times but my coworkers, upper management, and the company culture have been unmatched. I can truly say that during my time there, I have never considered looking elsewhere, solely because I love my coworkers and the culture.

    ​But on Tuesday I will be sending my upper management an email to ask for a meeting. I need to tell them that on April 20th, I will attempt a thru-hike of the Appalachian Trail. This decision will absolutely impact my long-term future with the company.

    ​I’ve wanted to hike the AT for as long as I can remember. Even if I didn’t finish, having the courage to pause life to chase your personal legend itself is honorable in its own regard. Back in college, I told myself I’d do it after I graduated from college. Then I started to work, and I told myself I’d do it after I settled down and bought a house. But the truth and reality of life is that I may never meet my person, and I may never be able to afford a house. And frankly, life is incredibly fragile. I could die at any moment, like everyone else who inhabits this rock.

    This thought has been very present in the past few months. Recently, I have found myself in therapy. In some of these sessions, I have discussed with my therapist why I feel so driven now to attempt this hike now and not previously.

    After analyzing so many different aspects of my past, I realized that many of my major life decisions were based on what I perceived as the “smartest” decision. Go to an affordable school to save money. Live at home to save money. Work, save, repeat. I used to think that I did all this because of some expectation from society, which I’m sure is part of it. But through therapy, I pieced together that part of me made these decisions because I didn’t trust myself. Community college was financially smart,  but it was also safe. Living at home has been financially smart, but again, it was safe. 

    That lack of faith in myself had seeped into everything at one point in my life. But the truth is, I control my own thoughts. I’ve been my biggest enemy for years, and I chose not to trust myself. But the beautiful thing about humans is that we can change our habits and we can change our mindset at any moment. Choosing the AT over my career is extremely risky. I am risking my income, health insurance, stability, and maybe setting myself back a few years. To be honest, that scares me to my core. But that is okay, this is my personal legend, and I need to trust myself.

    For so long, there was always something in the way of me chasing the AT. But this year it seemed the universe was providing me sign after sign that I needed to pursue the trail.​

    As it says in the Alchemist

    “When a person really desires something, all the universe conspires to help that person realize that dream” -Paulo Coelho.

    The first sign came in the early days of spring on the New England Trail. I ran into a thru-hiker at the Richardson-Zlogar shelter. He told me he once stood exactly where I am, working a 9-5, unsure what to do. He said he ended up quitting his job to hike the AT. He told me it was the best decision that he had ever made.

    A couple of weeks later, on the  Monadnock Greenway Sunapee trail, I was summiting Mount Monadnock. I met a group of day hikers, and one of the hikers noticed the patches on my pack. After noticing the Long Trail and NET patch, he asked when I was going to do the “big one.” I told him that I was planning on purchasing a house and then doing it later. He told me that he said the same thing at my age. And looking back, he regretted not doing it when he was young and wasn’t “house poor”, as he felt it was now an impossible goal.

    One of the biggest signs the universe sent my way was when I went to a forest bathing class in July (look it up before you get judgmental). I met this wicked cool guy who was a member of the Peace Corps, military, and also thru-hiked the AT. I of course started to talk to him about thru-hiking. When I told him my reasons for delaying the AT, health insurance, housing, and any other reason to mask my own self-doubt. He said something that struck me hard:

    There will never be a perfect time, and every year you wait, the harder it will become.

    Since that conversation in July, I have been pondering this move. Today is the day where I decided that I am going to put total faith in myself and attempt to thru-hike the AT. I don’t know what I’ll be doing or who I’ll be in a year, or where I’ll be, or what I’ll be doing. That unknown is terrifying. But for the first time, I trust myself to figure it out.

    And if I don’t figure it out?

    That’s okay too.

  • On May 27, I completed my thru-hike of the Midstate Trail in Massachusetts. But instead of calling it quits, I decided to tack on an extra challenge: the North-South Trail. This 77-mile trail begins at the end of the Midstate Trail in Douglas State Forest and ends at Blue Shutters Beach on the Atlantic Ocean in Charlestown, Rhode Island. I completed the trail on May 30.

    Day One: Slogging Through Soreness

    After finishing the Midstate Trail, I took a quick lunch break. My normal tortilla wraps with buffalo chicken packets and the last of the Cheetos I’d packed out the day before. Still sore from two long days of hiking, I stretched and chatted with someone who had just completed a section of the North-South Trail. He warned me about the ticks, a nuisance I had been dealing with since I started hiking in Massachusetts.

    My plan was to hike 11 more miles to George Washington Campground for the night, which would give me a chance to rest and recover. This meant stacking those 11 miles on top of the 12 I’d already hiked earlier that day to finish the Midstate.

    Those miles were brutal. Every few miles I had to stop and rest my legs. Each step was agonizing, but I eventually made it to the campground about half an hour before it closed. I asked the ranger about ice for my swollen ankle, but no luck.

    With no convenience store in sight, I opened up Uber and found a driver willing to take me 15 miles to a Walmart. I grabbed a bag of ice, and thankfully, the driver offered to bring me back. At camp, I iced my ankle using sandwich bags, took two extra-strength Tylenol, and crashed hard.

    Day Two: Won’t Back Down

    I woke up extremely sore and swollen. I wasn’t sure if it was from the miles or a tweak in my ankle. Either way, I realize I need to be more proactive with stretching and recovery in the future.

    After icing my leg with a delivery from Walmart, I debated what to do. Should I continue? Take a nero? Quit?

    Eventually, I decided to push six miles to the next campground and reassess. I usually avoid music in the mornings, preferring to stay connected with nature, but given that over 50% of this trail is road walking, I made an exception. The first song that came on: “Won’t Back Down” by Tom Petty. It’s impossible to quit after hearing “No, I won’t back down. You can stand me at the gates of hell. But I won’t back down.” I wasn’t planning on quitting but I sure as hell wasn’t gonna quit after hearing that. 

    The walk included some woods, but mostly neighborhood roads. I pushed past the first campground and set my sights on Colaluca Campground. Which would bring the day’s total to 20 miles. I skipped summiting Rhode Island’s highest point, Jerimoth Hill, to keep my momentum going.

    A kind stranger gave me a lift for the final few miles, cutting off some dreaded road walking. Unfortunately, the camp store was closed, so no ice. I settled for a shower, applied a ton of Tiger Balm, took Tylenol, charged my battery bank, and watched Con Air until I fell asleep.

    Day Three: Arcadia and the Accidental Detour

    I didn’t sleep much. My white, semi-transparent tent lit up like a lantern under the campground’s streetlights. Every time I woke up mid-dream, it took me forever to fall back asleep.

    Still, I had miles to cover. I woke up at 5:30 and started walking. I had 46 miles to go, so I planned to hike 30 that day, leaving 16 for the final stretch. The terrain was more wooded, which made a longer day more manageable.

    Not long after my morning break, I hit the halfway point—only 39 miles from the ocean! That gave me the boost I needed. I even squeezed in my daily mile run (a New Year’s resolution I’ve kept all year).

    Then came Arcadia Management Area. This section was stunning: tall green trees, chirping birds, and trails that were neither too rocky nor too flat. But while soaking it all in, I zoned out and missed a blaze. I ended up on the 95 Trail, which paralleled I-95. I stayed on it since it reconnected with the North-South Trail in a few miles. Plus, there was a privy.

    After a break, I kept walking but missed another turn and ended up wandering down Route 3. I definitely regretted that detour, as it caused more highway walking and less trail walking. Eventually, I rejoined the correct route and started charging my phone, only to get a “liquid detected” error in the port. Perfect.

    Back on the trail, I passed a golf course and hoped for real food. The clubhouse didn’t have a restaurant, but I found Alaina’s Guac n’ Roll just off the road. I devoured a massive quesadilla and got a water refill. Afterward, I walked a few more residential miles, hit 30 for the day, and found a quiet patch of woods to camp in.
    Day Four: The Ocean at Last

    In my past thru-hikes, the final night on trail usually feels bittersweet. You know you’re about to leave the peace of the woods behind. But not this time. I was mentally done. The road walking, lingering ankle pain, and exhaustion had caught up with me.

    I hit the trail at 5:30 again. Surprisingly, the last day’s roads were pleasant, then the previous days. Rather than highways and neighborhoods I passed farmlands, and nice homes. In between, I hiked through some lovely woods.

    During breakfast (applesauce, a Pop-Tart, and a meat stick), I heard rustling nearby. At first, I thought it might be a deer. But then, just a couple feet away, a coyote appeared! My brain screamed mountain lion! before reason kicked in. I picked up the pace.

    Later, I passed through a massive field. Something I didn’t expect in Rhode Island and then entered the final section through Burlingame State Park. The last two miles were along beach houses until finally, I reached the Atlantic Ocean.

    Reflections

    When I first planned this trip, I thought it would take nine days to complete both trails. I did it in seven.It was physically exhausting, mentally draining, and full of unexpected moments. But it was also incredibly rewarding. I was glad to be done walking on pavement for a while, though.

    My original plan was to chill on the beach until my ride arrived. But the wind and rain quickly ended that. I got an Uber to North Kingstown and killed time at the outdoor shopping plaza. After grabbing a pizza (which I wasn’t allowed to eat inside because I’d ordered it to-go), I ate outside and read until I could catch a movie (Sinners). Then I got a ride back home.

    And just like that, the trip was over.

    These trails drained me physically but challenged me in a way I didn’t expect. I’m naturally an introvert, so writing, posting, or speaking about myself can feel like I’m overstepping some unspoken boundary. But after hiking these two trails, I don’t feel that way anymore.

    I’m not about to become a social media influencer (still not a fan, no matter how much I try to be), but blogging feels like a natural way to share what I’ve been doing out there. I’m really grateful for the opportunity The Trek gave me. The chance to write, reflect, and connect with the experience in a deeper way.

    Hopefully, whenever and wherever my next thru-hike takes place, I’ll get the opportunity to blog it again.

    Until then—happy trails.

  • Thru-Hiking the Midstate Trail: Mud, Miles & A Little Tom Petty Wisdom

    From May 24 to May 27, I thru-hiked the Midstate Trail, a 92-mile trail running through central Massachusetts. I had given myself five days to finish it, but thanks to some unexpectedly big-mile days, I wrapped it up a bit quicker than planned (and I’m definitely feeling it now as I write this).
    I’m not totally sure what the best way to blog about a trail is, but breaking it down day-by-day feels the most natural to me, so here goes.

    Day 1: Kicking Off the Midstate Trail
    I woke up around 6 a.m., did some doomscrolling, checked the weather, and got a ride to the trailhead from my younger brother.
    Because of how the trail is set up, the first mile or so is essentially a loop back on itself, so the hike started with some redundant footsteps. As we neared the start, I told my brother how great New England is for hiking since black bears are the only “threatening” animal. Just as the words left my mouth, a black bear came stumbling down the trail. That was the first bear I’ve ever seen on trail, despite years of hiking and even spotting moose before on two separate occasions.
    I took the usual “start of the thru-hike” selfie and hit the trail.
    The weather was typical New England: light drizzle, on and off. With the recent rain, the trail had turned into a flowing stream, but what else would you expect hiking in New England.
    By noon, I was eating lunch in the parking lot of a flower shop. A few hours later, I crossed the overpass I usually drive under on my way to work, which was a cool full-circle moment. I hiked on to Crow Hill and made camp there for the night.

    Day 2: Tom Petty Made Me Hike an Ultramarathon
    I woke up shivering at 4 a.m. The night before the trip, I’d debated between bringing my 30-degree or 50-degree sleeping bag. The forecast said 45, so I chose the 50. Stupid idea I know.
    Being that cold definitely motivates you to move, so by 5:30 a.m., I was packed up and hiking, wet socks and all.
    I soon reached the ski lot at Mount Wachusett and spotted a massive line of porta-potties. Relieved, I ran toward them… only to find every single one locked. Pretty shitty way to start the morning (pun intended). Naturally, I put on some Red Hot Chili Peppers to shift my mood and summited Wachusett.
    As I descended, I noticed a bright blue shape near the summit parking lot: an unlocked porta-potty. That tiny win turned my day around.
    The Midstate doesn’t offer huge views or dramatic peaks, but it’s full of quiet beauty: spiderwebs, blooming lady slippers, and all kinds of fun shaped trees.
    By lunch, I reached Barre Falls Dam (mile 41.4). I checked my Google spreadsheet (no FarOut for this trail, so I was using AllTrails) and saw that shelters were at mile 48.2 and mile 55.6. With rain in the forecast, I decided to aim for the closer one.
    While approaching the first shelter, Tom Petty’s Crawling Back to You came on. The lyric “Most things I worry about never happen anyway” took my mind on a wild adventure and I got lost in thought. I then completely walked past the shelter, and didn’t realize it until I passed the halfway marker.
    At that point, I figured I was committed and pushed on to Buck Hill Shelter. My Baker’s cyst hated every step. But I made it to the shelter before dark. Logging around 35 miles on the day. I stretched, massaged my legs with a cork ball, and braced for the pain tomorrow.

    Day 3: From Coyotes to Campgrounds – One Long, Indecisive Day
    I fell asleep to the sound of coyotes howling. Which was an odly peaceful way to fall asleep.
    After the previous day’s mileage, I hoped to sleep in, but by 6 a.m., the local birds were evicting me from the shelter I was borrowing from them. So, I packed up and hit the trail.
    I noticed on my map that a Walmart was about a mile off-trail from an upcoming road crossing. I figured I’d grab some fruit, a knee brace, and Tiger Balm for the cyst. I stuck out my thumb and after a few cars passed, got a ride.
    I grabbed what I needed, ate my fruit, and tried hitching back, with no luck. So I walked the mile back to the trailhead and resumed hiking.
    Just like the last two days: mud, mud, and more mud.
    I eventaully hit the start of another road walk . So I stopped to debate my water options. Being picky, I refused to drink from a tea color stained stream a mile prior. Luckily, some section hikers pulled up and, after some chatting, offered me some water. We snapped a photo (probably floating around a Facebook group somewhere), and I moved on.
    Eventually, I reached Four Chimneys Parking Lot, just 10 miles from my resupply point in Oxford. I figured I’d hike into town, resupply, and crash at a hotel.
    Problem: I never checked if there was a hotel nearby.
    At Carol’s Pizza, I ordered a pepperoni pizza and asked how to get to Market Basket. I said I was going to hitch. The owner looked at me like I had five heads and kindly insisted I take an Uber instead. He let me leave my pack while I went.
    After resupplying, I returned, crushed my pizza, and realized: no hotels anywhere nearby. I had two options either hike 7 miles to the next wooded section, or hike 4 miles to a campground that was a mile off trail.
    I called Sutton Falls Campground and asked the only question that mattered: “Do you have a shower?” They did, and they closed in two hours. I booked a site and hustled.
    The owner gave me a discount and a powered site which I greatly appreciated. I pitched my tent, took a shower and dried off with the face cloth I usually use to wipe tent condensation. I then checked my watch: 30 miles again. So much for a short day.
    I had five blisters per foot, two sore knees, and a full belly of pizza. I stretched, took Advil, and crashed hard.

    Day 4: Pained and Drained
    I woke up wicked sore from two straight 30-mile days. But I only had 12 miles left, so I started moving, with a podcast and some determination.
    The day began with a four-mile road walk. Normally I hate those, but this one had pretty views: farmhouses, classic New England homes, and nice open fields. Eventually, I reached Douglas State Forest after passing through a few people’s backyards.I was in full struggle-bus mode, taking breaks nearly every mile to rest my feet. I reflected on how last spring, I did this section to prep for the Long Trail and it seemed so much eaiser. Wild how things come full circle.
    After a bunch of slow miles and sore stops, I finally reached the southern terminus. I took a photo to mark the moment… and just like that, started walking the North-South Trail.
    Final Thoughts
    Thru-hiking the Midstate Trail was an unforgettable adventure.
    Navigating without FarOut was harder than I expected. And, honestly, not having anyone to talk to at the end of each day was brutal (thank god for books. Lol).
    But there’s something peaceful and grounding about this trail. The Midstate doesn’t scream for attention, it just shows you the little beauty that is in central Massachusetts .
    If I were to do it again, I’d probably section hike it. But even with the blisters, soggy shoes, and sore legs, it was worth it.

    Happy trails!

  • Discovering the Trail Beneath My Feet

    Last year, I completed my first thru-hike. I hiked the entire 273 miles of Vermont’s Long Trail. For those unfamiliar, a thru-hike is typically defined as hiking the full length of a trail in a single season. The Long Trail tested me physically and mentally, and left me wondering, what would be next?

    As winter set in, I found myself doing what I assume every hiker does. Looking for the next trail. Would I finally knock off one of the big hikes from my unofficial bucket list (AT, JMT, PCT, CT)? Or would a shorter hike better fit my schedule and budget this year?

    Back to My Roots

    I grew up in Winchendon, Massachusetts. One of the last towns before the New Hampshire border. A short drive from Mount Monadnock, reportedly the most-hiked mountain in the United States. My parents often took me, my brother, and our friends hiking in local parks and forests. Two things always happened on those hikes:

    1. We came back with our pockets full of trash (“If you pick it up, you pack it out,” as my dad would say).
    2. We always ended up on some part of the little-known Midstate Trail.

    Fast forward to 2020. I was a full-time student working at the local Cumberland Farms, completely disconnected from nature and feeling the weight of it. During the pandemic, like many others, I turned to the outdoors. One day, I hiked Mount Wachusett, a local mountain I hiked countless times as a kid (located on the Midstate Trail). After the hike I felt great both physically and mentally. 

    That one hike rekindled my love and appreciation for nature, reminding me of what I had been missing. From day hikes to overnight trips, I quickly became obsessed with the outdoors. Eventually, I moved into backpacking, and from there, into the world of thru-hiking. That hike led me to the Long Trail, New England Trail, and now my next thru-hike. 

    Why the Midstate Trail?

    This winter, while planning for summer, I revisited a section of the Midstate Trail just to log a few miles. As I walked the trail I’ve hiked countless times, the memories from my childhood rushed back.

    That hike inspired me to dig a little deeper into the trail itself. I learned that the Midstate Trail runs 92 miles north to south, cutting directly through Massachusetts, mostly along Worcester County. It begins at the New Hampshire border and ends at the Rhode Island state line. From there, it connects seamlessly with the North South Trail, a 77-mile route that continues to the Atlantic Ocean.

    That sealed the deal.

    This year, I’ll be thru-hiking both the Midstate and North South Trail, a combined 169 miles. Starting from the New Hampshire border to the Atlantic ocean. I’ll be hiking from May 24th to June 1st, aiming to complete the journey in about nine days.

    Sharing the Journey

    This will be the first time I document a thru-hike publicly. I’ve never blogged before, and until recently, I hadn’t even used social media. But over the past month, I’ve been practicing posting stories and learning how to better share my journey online. 

    These trails are lesser-known, even among local hikers, and I hope that by sharing my journey, I’ll inspire someone to explore a nearby section of trail, even if it’s just for an afternoon. The beauty, clarity, and peace that nature offers aren’t exclusive to a thru-hike or an expensive get away. Sometimes, they’re right in your backyard.

    Looking Ahead

    As the late, great Tom Petty sang in Time to Move On:

    “What lies ahead, I have no way of knowing
    But under my feet, baby, grass is growing
    It’s time to move on, time to get going.”

    That’s exactly what I am hoping to do on this thru hike. Face the unknown, return to the trails that I hiked as a kid, and hopefully, do a good job displaying the uniqueness of each trail via Instagram and blogging.

    Happy Trails!